horrible night last night. feels the entire body was under attack. thought I was going to die.

did start taking LDN again.

mentally feeling really down. it just seems that things are getting worse and worse every day. I fear this will eventually kill me.

this could be due to the coffee drinking of the other day.

MUST STAY AWAY FROM COFFEE AT ALL COST.

what to do now? feeling hopeless. ...

help me God, if you are up there. I am out of strength and ideas.

This is Day 1 without Coffee, let's see how long we can last.